well, the more the days go by, the more i'm disliking school. i'm just tired of going to school here. i'm miserable
labor day weekend has passed. it was alright. notre dame had their first game. i'm so glad football is back. and we won 35-0! awesome start. can't wait for this weekend when we play michigan. friday we went to myabi for my birthday. i never get tired of that place! sunday, we went to the apple festival up in Hendersonville. it kinda sucked to be honest. the whole time, i was just hangin out with Nikki and her ex. not exactly what i had in mind. i knew we were gonna see him and all, but i just thought he was just gonna show us where to park, talk for a minute then part ways...not it at all. it was very uncomfortable. first, she wouldn't stop talkin about him, then they talked about the stuff they used to do when they were up there...it kinda got to the point where i started asking myself if i weren't here, would i really be missed? you know? it sucked. but when i saw Mike and Sara walk in, i was like thank God! so we all hung out. i was so relieved to see them...but after we left the bar after having lunch, Mike, Sara and their friend Jamie invited us to go have a beer. i talked it over with Nikki and Tyler and asked if they wanted to hang out with them for a bit. Nikki was kinda pissed about that. she said "i didn't drive all the way up here so you could get drunk with your brother." i was only gonna go for a beer, but alright. but her saying that really pissed me off though, because i sure as hell didn't go all the way up there to hang out with her and her ex. so yea, i looked at her and just about stood up and went with Mike and them....she said the whole point of going up there was to spend time with me..that sure as hell didn't happen....to be honest, to me, it felt like it was more of an attempt to hang out with him.
i confronted her about it later. she just said i'm an asshole and needed to get over it and that it was my fault that i was uncomfortable....i just wish she'd understand how i actually felt, because to me, it seemed like she could've cared less..because we didn't spend any time together at all. Mike and all them were like wtf, why is she makin you hang out with him?
i mean, he didn't act up or anything like that, and yea, he's got a new girlfriend and all, but still...it's just that i felt like i was the third wheel. i felt left out and uncomfortable..of course, why wouldn't you feel that way? they dated for two years, and here i am being made to hang out with him. it seemed more like catching up time for them. and Mike, Sara and their friends showing up was the best thing about that day.
then monday, we went to the fair. it was a lot of fun. we won a goldfish! but unfortunately it died about 8 hours later. but it's ok, we got two more haha.
i'm really getting excited about the Navy. i just keep thinkin about it. i don't have much to update about it right now. not much has been going on. but i'm still excited.